After a years of happiness and laughter it end to this. You are not with me and feel's like tomorrow's is full of pains and fraud.

Some people say that you have to move on, for my own good, the question is how? If you were my life and happiness. It hurt that all we've been together is just like a dream. I hoping that I'am never woke up for another day. The pain inside is killing me. Every second of the day I think of you a thousand times.

I'am broke now, don't know what to do anymore of my sadness and painfulness because every people see my smile but they don't even know my sorrow and heartaches.

It is almost a six months but my heart is still on grieve. Do anybody save me from my pain or please can you save me from this heart disease.

My heart is on a edge of death. I maybe happy of what you see of your naked eye but if you will see it through my deepest I'am bleeding a thousand times.

Come back to me please.

Ready for 2010?

Last year. . . i tried to do many considerations to myself,
but this 2010.. i will do my best to explore all things and this be the year that i must be strong as i must to do so..

Life comes in many shapes
You think you know what you got
Until it changes

And life will take you high and low
You gotta learn how to walk
And then which way to go

Every choice you make
When you're lost
Every step you take
Has it's cause


After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense

Tears you shed are all the same
When you laughed 'till you cried
Or broken down in pain

All the hours you have spent in the past
Worrying about
A thing that didn't last

Everything you saw
Played a part
In everything you are
In your heart


After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense

Someday you're gonna find the answers
To all the things you've become and all they've done
At your expense
Someday it's gonna make sense.......

mERCI

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